10.What A Plague You Are

don't you remember what made this seminal to us? the unity and
constancy and trust was a labor lost. this is what we deserve
for years of tearing people down. we watch our purpose dying
with no one left to blame but ourselves. no wonder they gave up.
what the fuck has changed? waiting for our time to talk barely
listening. too desensitized to care, too occupied to know. gave
up expectations long ago. this is our big contribution, this is
what we've done. we shit on the ethos that made us one. your
hallowed life of lies, your future that's assured, i won't be a
part of it anymore. my whole life i waited for a change. my
whole life i was the enemy. my hole life.